Third Poem: What Have I Done?

You always are working to keep our friendship going. 

But what have I done?

You give things up and change your plans for me

But what have I done? 

You're always there for me. 

But what have I done?

You deserve a better friend than me. 

For what have I done to deserve such a friendship?

All I've done is complain to you, ditch you, and get mad at you for no reason. 

That's what I've done. 

I've been a bad friend. 

And by this point, sorry doesn't cut it. 

If you want to find a better friend, I understand. 

You deserve better. 

If you do decide against my friendship, I will miss you. 

I'll miss all the good times we shared

All the fun we had. 

I'll regret all the stupid things I did that drove you away. 

But at least I'll know that you can find someone better

Because you're kind, 

caring

friendly 

outgoing

happy

and you work hard to keep your friends. 

You deserve someone who will work just as hard to be your friend. 

I can't live up to that. 

You worked so hard. 

What have I done? 

This poem is for my friend Nicole, who is super mad at me right now because of my stupidity.